sigh! :s this blog about wat? deymn! i dont even know how to start. its buggling up my mind. I kept asking myself on how far can i understand him? i know he's lying, feeding me up with excuses but still i see him beyond that. haaay! I never thought he'd be back but it never crossed my mind that i'll love him this real. shet! haay, im just making myself stupid, well im really aware of that. He's tellin me that he feels something weird, sometimes he loves me, sometimes not. huuwaaaat?? fuck the hell out of you! but i just can't pull myself away. i can't afford losing him again, atleast for now this love is a fact! hayyy.. Love is really not blind. hello? it just sees everything but because it sees more, it is willing to see less..
i dunno why it's really hard to believe in things. but everytime you speak i just breakdown and believe that it's all true though you haven't proved me anything yet.. and yeah Love is not blind, it sees more. and because it sees more it is willing to see less.. am i right? well perhaps...
Love is the word that makes one go into dreams of bliss and the word that can take one into pain. It all depends, how your love turned out. If you were stabbed in the back, pain will be the result and if you got loyalty, it will be pleasure. When one looks at the scenes of destruction of ones love, when one revisits the places where love had blossomed, below the flowering trees, one goes in to the memories of the lost love. It hurts and it hurts very badly. Similarly the love that enriches us can be invaluable. It gives a new breath, a new life. Love can give life and when lost, life may be lost. Call it addiction to love or whatever, love is a feeling that cannot be described in words. it has to be felt.
Love combines all these and goes much beyond in bonding. Lovers are bonded to each other emotionally and totally. A lover cannot imagine of a life without his/her beloved. A lover will suffer like a fish suffers without water, if he/she is separated from the beloved. Love becomes the whole life. Love gives life. Love becomes the reason of life. Life begins and ends with love. That is love. And that's why people call love mad! Love is an emotion that binds one person to another in a relationship that cannot be described. Lovers are worried only about making their beloved happy. Those in deep love cannot stay away even for a small time. They are ready to forget and sacrifice most of their other relationships for the sake of their love. They are ready to die for each other, and history tells us that sometimes it really happens. Love is an emotional relationship that can never be described, but can only be experienced. Try explaining the taste of sugar, to someone who has never tasted anything sweet. You will never be able to do it. For that the other person has to eat sugar. Similarly, love can never be explained. One has to fall in love to know of its bliss. Please do so at the earliest opportunity.
If you are not in love, please fall in love. There is nothing comparable to love in giving joy. If you are already in love, please make use of every moment to experience it. Love comes as a blessing of God. Love is a blessing and one need not know about heaven if one is in love. Why one falls in love with a particular person? Why one feels different in love? Why one likes the feeling of love more than anything else? Why one forgets one's identity in love? And why one dies when the beloved leaves for no reason, is a mystery. Please enjoy life when you are in love. Enjoy every moment and live it. Love is a great feeling. Experience and live with love as much as you can, before you lose it. Live.laugh.LOVE make someone happy and be happy!:*)
I WANT A GUY.. who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. a BOY who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything i said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. He would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. And we'd make out in the pouring rain. He would never be afraid to say I LOVE YOU in front of his friends. and we'd argue about silly things then make up. I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on new years and count stars with me. Who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful but not too often. Who would make me laugh like no one else could. But mostly. I want someone who wold be my best friend and would never BREAK MY HEART.
TWO Dance Groups.
ONE Stage.
SYNC.
 A Stylettos and XFX Dance Collaboration.
May 10 at the HENRY LEE IRWIN THEATRE,
Ateneo De Manila University Campus
With Special Guests:
Company Of Ateneo Dancers
Brigada
Maneouvers
Tickets @ Php 150.00
For ticket reservations and inquiries, PM me or contact Jaja at 09052970479.
 
[Intro]
Baby,I know your hurting right now but dont worry
I'll be your superman
[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise i'll be there everyday
Just close your eyes lets start to fly
I'm gonna love you until i die
Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you
When no ones left
[Verse 1]
Come fly with me baby
Yeah i'm the one with the S on my chest
Forget about your ex
He dont know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he dont treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See he's like your kryptonite
I came to give you that strength so you can leave him behind
You can start all over just press rewind
Cuz he dont understand that your one of a kind
So sweet so sexy and just so fine
I'ma fight till my death just to make you mine
I'ma never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
Girl your like a hidden treasure and i promise to love you
From now until forever
Oooh para siempre mija
Te promento te voy a amar
Hasta la muerte
[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can
I can be your superman
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise i'll be there everyday
Just close your eyes lets start to fly
I'm gonna love you until i die
Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you
When no ones left
[Verse 2]
I'm the type of guy that will stand by your side
To wipe them tears when they fall from your eyes
I'm the one you hold when your nights is cold
The one that stays near to fight away your fears
You aint gotta be scared
See i'll put an end to your ex
No more beating you up or pulling on your hair
See i came to save the day
A man like that shouldnt treat you that way
And i dont understand why'd you take that route
Look at yourself, your beautiful inside and out
You need to drop that zero, uh
Let me swoop you off your feet cuz i can be your super hero
Do you follow my lead?
I guarantee you baby, i'm all that you need
See you can change your plans
All you got to do is call on me and i can be your superman
[Bridge]
Will you be by my side for the rest of my life (For the rest of my life)
Will you love me till i die
[Chorus]
I can love you like no one can (oh yeah, oh yeah)
I can be your superman (superman)
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise i'll be there everyday (ooh you promise)
Just close your eyes lets start to fly
I'm gonna love you until i die (till i die)
Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you
When no ones left (oh yeah)
No ones left
Till no ones left
Till no ones left
Gonna love you
Gonna love you
My superman
My superman
--Guys hate sluts even though they
have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if
you've slept with more than 6
guys..you're a HOE)
--Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly
care about.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get
you to notice him
--Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured
often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to
your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll
assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure
it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.
--A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love
them if they are serious in your
relationships.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small
thing a girl does, even if she doesn't
notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out
what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not
other guys. Because most guys think
alike, so if one guy's confused, then
we're all confused.
--When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen that
often, so when it does, you know
something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to
avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are
beautiful, don't say you aren't. It
makes them want to stop telling you
because they don't want you to
disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
--Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can
see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be
intimidated and give up easily.
--Guys talk about girls more than
girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate
being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy,
just do it. Don't say they are like a
brother or just good friends, it just
hurts even more. Tell them that you
aren't interested in a relationship
and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and
health just to be with you, he really
likes you and wants to be with you as
much as possible.
And I’m aware.. I’m inlove but you don’t care?! Yep yep, you guessed it. My binding theme for this entry. Hay. How would I start it. Honestly, I was quite hesitant to write about this because I feel quite strongly about the said lines. I didn’t want to trash it or do it such vile injustice. Ryt? Not fair but I also though a lot of people would more or less relate to this topic because I guess at some point they had once ‘LOVED” a person who seemed to be utterly clueless and oblivious to his or her affection. THE ONE SIDED PHENOMENON! Yeah! It hurts like hell! When you think you’ve fallen for someone, the only thing that seems to matter is for that person to approximately reciprocate the way you feel for him or her. You make the person like you. But sometimes that MAKING-HIM-LIKE-ME process can be so excruciating! It’s always a load of mid games and the over-analysis of things. Especially if you’re like me who tends to shred everything into bits, every minute, single detail, nothing this spared. I view this so-called process as a challenge but sometimes, challenges aren’t so fun anymore ryt?? Blurtly when the goal is too out of sight and out of reach. Haist! It’s like a quicksand, the more you struggle the more you sink. It’s standing on shaky ground, or in this case, no grounds at all. No one’s going to catch you. Maybe it’s only for the stalwart-hearted and the strong-willed soul. Like meJ But in the end, who enjoys pursuing someone who doesn’t seem to give a damn?! Who enjoys being hurt all too often.? I bet no one. We reach a point where self –love enters the picture ryt? We could choose to continue but we know we shouldn’t. Maybe it’s time to realize that not everything goes the way we want it regardless of how persistent we are. I’m in love but you don’t care.! Grrr! Maybe he does care. But not enough. Maybe he does find you wonderful, fun and nice but still not enough. And perhaps, he does like you. But not enough. It’s not enough for him to let down his guard, to take a step closer. And knowing with all that was said, that nothing is enough, you should find in that enough reason to slowly let go!.KAMAN! LIVE YOUR LIFE! But love the pain. That you deserve someone better. With love along with all it’s stupidity and beauty. There comes a point where you realize you don’t want to listen to love songs. or watch drippy movies, or read love or schmaltzy stories. You want the real thing not a mere reflection of it. So there it’s time to STOP! Stop not because you’re hurting, not because you’re sad, not even because you’re scared. But because despite of everything……… YOU LOVE MORE yet HE STILL DON’T.. *DEE
Love can pawn anyone, it did me once, twice and on more than one occasion. has love been defined? nope! for reason and reasons alone ain't enough! had the sweetest, the hard ones, the sympathetic and the "I will love you forever blah blah" types. yet there was a reason, for me, i let go of those stuffs and set forth a world of my own, it came to be i am a type who looks far beyond those edges of nowhere. and it came to hit me as i was always alone through those years pursuing such non sense. only did i realize in the end the path i'm goin' has come to its end. there wasn't anything there but a space,void of time. what aches most as i found it amazing that i 'd still can feel and define the word "hurt" were the faces, the promises, the warmth of those i left. the sons and daughters we could have had, the life that could have been better, of hate and lies. i should have taken your hands, than carry on with an ego not even worth and fit to describe here. apologies are for those who can take and wanna change, for me as this goes, i have seen it in their eyes the pains that these hands have dealt. i wont say i' m sorry. neither will i say forgive me. till i be restored anew you wont even have to talk, i might be at your doorsteps the way i did before, to change your life and take with me the lessons i've known. will you still take me then? or simply close the door and pretend i m no more...
 | Even If | Mar 23, '08 1:14 PM
for everyone |
kahit na walang kasiguraduhan ang lahat, kakayanin ko.. kahit na nagbabago na ang lahat, kakayanin ko.. kahit na masakit na, kakayanin ko.. kahit na ndi na tama, kakayanin ko.. kahit na ano pa.. kakayanin ko.. *dee
Love was the former owner
But quiet is renting our house
It ceases my lips from speaking
But forms a sarcastic smile
Suspense now raised one of your eyebrows
You asked me if there's someone else
I replied yes hell yes
You asked if it's another man I said NO
You laughed and say is it a woman I say YES
Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name
And her name is ME
And she loves me more than you'll ever know
And I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again
Cause if you haven't heard she's a bad chick
Even though I haven't been no
Yet and still you try and test me by raising an angry hand
Cause she's actually forming a threesome
And I'm happy that I can join them
their names are Me myself and I
don't try and stop me NO
I'm late and she is waiting YES
My love for me is too much so I can't stay
I'm leaving *DEE
1. Huwag Masyado magexpect Wala kaung commitment 2. Pwede ka magselos, Pwede ka magtampo pero hindi dapat sobra 3. Pwede makipagdate sa iba pero hwag ng magpaalam 4. Pwede mo syang lambingin, Pwede yakapin pero hinayhinay lang, hindi ka pa sigurado 5. At pag may nakita siyang my kasamang ng iba pwede ka umiyak, pwede ka masaktan pero hindi mo sya pwedeng SUMBATAN dahil wala kang KARAPATAN:)) *DEE
STYLETTOS and CROSS EFFECTS (XFX)
invites you to a dance workshop on
Saturday, March 29
at the Footworx Dance Studio, 3F Circle C Mall (along Congressional Ave)
5:00 - 6:00pm Madelle Enriquez of All Stars
6:00 - 7:00pm Eauj Corpuz of XFX
Workshop fee: Php150 per class
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i'm getting tired of knowing that the way i love you means nothing to you. i'm just another girl, well i thought i was someone. i thought we're into something, but where is that something. i was so wrong. now im ready now you're runnin! hay! i'm tired chasing after you. but why isn't tiring for me to love you? even if you're gone *dee
Chocolates:
-it has an after-taste that won't let you taste any other food you intake after the chocky.
*just like YOU.
you make me feel better yet made me feel so obnoxious.
i can't feel any other love after what i felt for you.
*i super miss you!:'c
you're my chocolate;c
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
*dee
Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left
I don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me
Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come & gone
Don't know why I'm still searching
Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
& that's okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
& who am I to say you need me
& who am I to say you love me
*dee
When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we’ve had our fun?
Will we make our mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?
All the love ive met
I’ve had no regrets
If it all ends now
Im set
Standing on the rooftops, waiting till the bomb drops
This is all we got now, scream until your heart stops
Never gonna regret, watching every sunset
Listen to your heart beat, all the love that we felt Scream your heart out
Scream your heart out i wanna scream my heart out!
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