*Not everything heroic is sensible:*)*

*Not everything heroic is sensible:*)* http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/ a place where colors of my life are shown.. where melodies of my feelings are expressed.. where steps of my journeys are taken.. where every stroke of my seasons is seen.. where my memories with the given treasures of my life are displayed for affection and inspiration.. where every rhythm of my heartbeat is felt.. a place where you could see the real LHEYDII... Fri, 4 Jul 2008 19:21:12 -0000 Thu, 3 Jul 2008 11:42:38 -0000 *Not everything heroic is sensible:*)* http://images.lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/logo http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com 100 100 for crying out LOUD!:c   sigh! :s this blog about wat? deymn! i dont even know how to start. its buggling up my mind. I kept asking myself on how far can i understand him? i know he's lying, feeding me up with excuses but still i see him beyond that. haaay! I never thought he'd be back but it never crossed my mind that i'll love him this real. shet! haay, im just making myself stupid, well im really aware of that. He's tellin me that he feels something weird, sometimes he loves me, sometimes not. huuwaaaat?? fuck the hell out of you! but i just can't pull myself away. i can't afford losing him again, atleast for now this love is a fact! hayyy.. Love is really not blind. hello? it just sees everything but because it sees more, it is willing to see less..    http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/54/for_crying_out_LOUDc Thu, 3 Jul 2008 11:42:38 -0000 BIG EYES don't LIE!:) i dunno why it's really hard to believe in things. but everytime you speak i just breakdown and believe that it's all true though you haven't proved me anything yet.. and yeah Love is not blind, it sees more. and because it sees more it is willing to see less.. am i right? well perhaps... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/53/BIG_EYES_dont_LIE Tue, 24 Jun 2008 06:37:42 -0000 L-O-V-E defined:*) Love is the word that makes one go into dreams of bliss and the word that can take one into pain. It all depends, how your love turned out. If you were stabbed in the back, pain will be the result and if you got loyalty, it will be pleasure. When one looks at the scenes of destruction of ones love, when one revisits the places where love had blossomed, below the flowering trees, one goes in to the memories of the lost love. It hurts and it hurts very badly. Similarly the love that enriches us can be invaluable. It gives a new breath, a new life. Love can give life and when lost, life may be lost. Call it addiction to love or whatever, love is a feeling that cannot be described in words. it has to be felt. Love combines all these and goes much beyond in bonding. Lovers are bonded to each other emotionally and totally. A lover cannot imagine of a life without his/her beloved. A lover will suffer like a fish suffers without water, if he/she is separated from the beloved. Love bec... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/52/L-O-V-E_defined Sun, 22 Jun 2008 09:38:45 -0000 never expected:*) I WANT A GUY.. who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. a BOY who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile  and agree with everything i said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. He would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. And we'd make out in the pouring rain. He would never be afraid to say I LOVE YOU in front of his friends. and we'd argue about silly things then make up. I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on new years and... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/51/never_expected Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:41:56 -0000 pure-ladies:*) http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/83/pure-ladies Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:50:54 -0000 emba-whemba 6-14-08 http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/82/emba-whemba_6-14-08 Sat, 21 Jun 2008 01:45:32 -0000 DEEN AND CHAN on the cover:*) http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/81/DEEN_AND_CHAN_on_the_cover Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:29:36 -0000 *promenade-0dd* http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/79/promenade-0dd Sat, 7 Jun 2008 05:47:24 -0000 *roofdeck* http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/78/roofdeck Sat, 7 Jun 2008 05:36:52 -0000 Summer pahabol!:*) borabora! lablab!:*) http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/77/Summer_pahabol_borabora_lablab Thu, 29 May 2008 13:21:19 -0000 Sync @ Henry Lee Irwin Theatre, Ateneo. :*) http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/76/Sync_Henry_Lee_Irwin_Theatre_Ateneo._ Sun, 11 May 2008 14:28:36 -0000 distractions:*) we had our pictorial at club filipino studio, greenhills.it's our bro's rehearsal.while watching them rule the floor we made ourselves also busy having our photo http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/74/distractions Thu, 8 May 2008 17:29:30 -0000 when boredom attacks:*)) this night. i was so pissed of with what i discovered. i wanna rip his head off! kick his fucking ass and spitonhis face.damn! he's really a jerk. haha! so. i took a cam then kill my anger by vanity http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/73/when_boredom_attacks Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:52:59 -0000 TWO Dance Groups.ONE Stage. SYNC TWO Dance Groups. ONE Stage. SYNC. <A href="http://llainey.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SBIw1woKCDcAACv8Uzw1" s_oid="http://llainey.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SBIw1woKCDcAACv8Uzw1" s_oidt="0"><IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.llainey.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SBIw1woKCDcAACv8Uzw1/sync1.jpg?et=q%2BRkzCDCAO9%2Cs6pCm4hLjw&nmid=" border=0></A> A Stylettos and XFX Dance Collaboration. May 10 at the HENRY LEE IRWIN THEATRE, Ateneo De Manila University Campus With Special Guests: Company Of Ateneo Dancers Brigada Maneouvers Tickets @ Php 150.00 For ticket reservations and inquiries, PM me or contact Jaja at 09052970479. http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/50/TWO_Dance_Groups.ONE_Stage._SYNC Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:25:55 -0000 my superman:*)) love much <A href="http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R-T3QwoKCnkAAG5OnGA1"><IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-T3QwoKCnkAAG5OnGA1/1_794353259l.jpg?et=KLWlZLSZQTIUjTU9uJwE9g&nmid=" border=0></A><A href="http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R-T3HQoKCnkAAG5OnE41"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R-T3HQoKCnkAAG5OnE41/DSCN7437.JPG?et=P%2C1qbflj3VVrKXVgWYKvkw&nmid=" border=0></A><A href="http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R-T28QoKCnkAAGGiYfA1"></A>                     [Intro] Baby,I know your hurting right now but dont worry I'll be your superman [Chorus] I can love you like no one can I can be your superman Just take my hand lets fly away I promise i'll be there everyday Just close your eyes lets start to fly I'm gonna love you until i die Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you When no ones left [Verse 1] Come fly with me baby Yeah i'm the one with the S on my chest Forget about your ex He dont know what love is He just failed the test Plus he dont treat you right He keeps you crying all night See he's like your kryptonite I came to give you that strength so you can leave him behind You can start all over just press rewind Cuz he dont understand that your one of a kind So sweet so sexy and just so fine I'ma fight till my death just to make you mine I'ma never neglect you Never have time to stress you And always respect you Girl your like a hidden treasure and i promise to lov... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/49/my_superman_love_much Thu, 3 Apr 2008 15:28:35 -0000 1ST DAY OF SUMMER CLASSES! HAIST! http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/calendar/item/10005/1ST_DAY_OF_SUMMER_CLASSES_HAIST Tue, 1 Apr 2008 01:48:38 -0000 LIKE A BOY:*)) the geek guy in me. hahahaah! yeah boy! i rememnber my nickname when i was a lil'kiddo. LADY BOY! haha:*) uhmm i admit it, yeah sometimes i wanna be one of them. cuz there are certain things guys can do while girls can't. ryt? http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/71/LIKE_A_BOY Sat, 29 Mar 2008 13:16:56 -0000 COC Movers and Motions people BEHIND the name:*) it was a wonderful thing meeting you all! happy year end!:) yihee! http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/68/COC_Movers_and_Motions Thu, 27 Mar 2008 17:28:10 -0000 ESKANDALO! haha! while waiting for the rehearsal. nageskandalo muna kmi. yuck! haha! nakakahiya. hiya aq sa sayaw. d aq mkatingin:) haha! CRANK DAT! AMEGAD! kadiri.... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/video/item/8/ESKANDALO Thu, 27 Mar 2008 15:47:58 -0000 28 thing MOST girls don't know --Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) --Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. --Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. --Guys get jealous easily. --Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. --Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. --Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. --A usual act that proves that the guy likes you... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/48/28_thing_MOST_girls_dont_know Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:49:27 -0000 *you love more yet they don't <A href="http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R@aflwoKCnkAAETbZ-w1"><IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R@aflwoKCnkAAETbZ-w1/A.jpg?et=UfeBOFfLCaXeffoVjBSL7Q&nmid=" border=0></A>   And I’m aware.. I’m inlove but you don’t care?! Yep yep, you guessed it. My binding theme for this entry. Hay. How would I start it.   Honestly, I was quite hesitant to write about this because I feel quite strongly about the said lines. I didn’t want to trash it or do it such vile injustice. Ryt? Not fair but I also though a lot of people would more or less relate to this topic because I guess at some point they had once ‘LOVED” a person who seemed to be utterly clueless and oblivious to his or her affection. THE ONE SIDED PHENOMENON! Yeah! It hurts like hell!   When you think you’ve fallen for someone, the only thing that seems to matter is for that person to approximately reciprocate the way you feel for him or her. You make the person like you. But sometimes that MAKING-HIM-LIKE-ME process can be so excruciating! It’s always a load of mid games and the over-analysis of things. Especially if you’re like me who tends to shred everything into bits, every minute, sing... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/47/you_love_more_yet_they_dont Sun, 23 Mar 2008 18:23:18 -0000 love is like pawn crackers! Love can pawn anyone, it did me once, twice and on more than one occasion. has love been defined? nope! for reason and reasons alone ain't enough! had the sweetest, the hard ones, the sympathetic and the "I will love you forever blah blah" types. yet there was a reason, for me, i let go of those stuffs and set forth a world of my own, it came to be i am a type who looks far beyond those edges of nowhere. and it came to hit me as i was always alone through those years pursuing such non sense. only did i realize in the end the path i'm goin' has come to its end. there wasn't anything there but a space,void of time. what aches most as i found it amazing that i 'd still can feel and define the word "hurt" were the faces, the promises, the warmth of those i left. the sons and daughters we could have had, the life that could have been better, of hate and lies. i should have taken your hands, than carry on with an ego not even worth and fit to describe here. apologies are for those who can t... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/46/love_is_like_pawn_crackers_ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 17:19:03 -0000 Even If   kahit na walang kasiguraduhan ang lahat, kakayanin ko.. kahit na nagbabago na ang lahat, kakayanin ko.. kahit na masakit na, kakayanin ko.. kahit na ndi na tama, kakayanin ko.. kahit na ano pa.. kakayanin ko..   *dee http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/45/Even_If Sun, 23 Mar 2008 17:14:54 -0000 *she loves me!* Love was the former owner But quiet is renting our house It ceases my lips from speaking But forms a sarcastic smile Suspense now raised one of your eyebrows You asked me if there's someone else I replied yes hell yes You asked if it's another man I said NO You laughed and say is it a woman I say YES Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name And her name is ME And she loves me more than you'll ever know And I finally see that Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all So patiently She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love And to choose between you two Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again Cause if you haven't heard she's a bad chick Even though I haven't been no Yet and still you try and test me by raising an angry hand   Cause she's actually forming a threesome And I'm happy that I can join them their names are Me myself and I don't try and stop me NO I'm late and she is waiting YES My love for me is too much so I can't stay I'm ... http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/44/she_loves_me Thu, 20 Mar 2008 17:21:18 -0000 *loving you still* Fell in love, and everything that I wanted What a life for me... Now a thing don't mean a thing, since we've parted Meant the world to me... And though my heart's still beatin', when will i breathe again And when will someone wake me from, this awful dream I'm in If you could see the way I live my life If you could see the way I cry at night If you could understand the reasons why That I'm loving you still... If you could hear me when I call your name You gotta know it's driving me insane You know I'll never ever love again 'Cause I'm loving you still http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/photos/album/67/loving_you_still Thu, 20 Mar 2008 16:51:59 -0000 *mga dapat tandaan ng mga MAG-M.U* 1. Huwag Masyado magexpect Wala kaung commitment 2. Pwede ka magselos, Pwede ka magtampo pero hindi dapat sobra 3. Pwede makipagdate sa iba pero hwag ng magpaalam 4. Pwede mo  syang lambingin, Pwede yakapin pero hinayhinay lang, hindi ka pa sigurado 5. At pag may nakita siyang my kasamang ng iba pwede ka umiyak, pwede ka masaktan pero hindi mo sya pwedeng SUMBATAN   dahil wala kang KARAPATAN:))   *DEE<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png"> http://lheyshdiirocker.multiply.com/journal/item/43/mga_dapat_tandaan_ng_mga_MAG-M.U Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:59:46 -0000